he fights really hard to stay awake and says he's not sleepy though his eyes tell me he is ~
by the time he's finally asleep, i'm so exhausted i can bear no sound at all - i asked my dad tonight to watch something with subtitles; i couldn't listen to the tv for a second - i thought i would scream!
i felt like there was no air in the room; i needed space but the only vacant room was the bathroom ~
~ yes, tonight i've missed my spacious home ~
last night i spent a few minutes looking at my journal before i finally had gratitude thoughts come in; it felt good in the end.
tonight i won't even bother opening it; typing does not require a firm grasp of a pen like writing does, so i'll just say it here: i'm grateful for a healthy meal of fresh fish and salad and i'm grateful (oh, so grateful) that tomorrow is friday!